MY BIRTH STORY
Women. Who is women? Is she innocent? Is is weak? Is she soft hearted? Why women is treated like a piece of trash in many homes? Why she has to sacrifice everything? And still after going through everything people called her "a weak creature".
I was born in a middle class family, but was a pampered child with my four big brother. I was a girl who use to cry whole day when some hurt me. As i grow up, now every month i suffer from unbearable pain of periods. A man who think he is brave, he is manchoo,if he will experience a same pain like women for even a minute, he will faint.
Okii now lets start with my birth story. I was married for 2 year when i got a positive result. In evening sitting in a lawn i realized that i missed my periods and now im 3 days above from my date. And at that very moment i rush to a super market to buy a strip. I check result and it was positive. The best moment of my life. I was crying, as I can't handle it. I just want to hug my unborn child who didn't even breath.
I planned to surprise my hubby, so i make many dishes, cake and many more. I want to record his reaction. And when i show him strip with 2 pink line, he was so mad, he stared kissing. He was jumping like a child. And he take care of me like a child.
And after one week, i stared to poke everything, back pain, being tired whole day, and the worst mood swing. But every one in my house loved it. They handle me like a child. A horrible phase is a mood swing, i want to laugh, but after ten minutes i want to cry. Sometimes i carves for thing i use to hate before my pregnancy. I hate those smell i used to love before.
And the months pass, every single day was a golden day, i suffer from pain, but i love that pain.
25th december, 2am my water broke, that pain was like some one has broke my bones together. I started screaming. My mom and hubby was with me. After reaching hospital my midwife told me it will take time, you have to walk. And that last moment was so hard. I walk and walk but pain was not leaving me.
5am on 25th of december, midwife check me and it was time to push. Aaahhh pain like i'll die, pain like my whole body is crushed.
Last push and then my world, my my everything was in my hand. "My princess"
But at 5:45 i forget my all pain when i hear voice of my baby. I don't know weather to smile or to cry. I just hugged my little princess. That skin to skin moment was the bestest moment, it was incredible. I was smiling and crying too.
Her small hand, her eyes, her chin, OMG. She is like a cotton, im so scared to touch her. After finishing all check up, they transfer me in my room, but baby wasn't with me. I was waiting badly, to hold her , to feed her, to love her.
I love my mother more today, she give us birth, she has gone though this pain. But that is a beautiful pain. May every women go through this pain, a pain to deliver baby.
Skin to skin moment with baby. Baby first cry. May god bless all de ladies with beautiful and healthy baby.
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